| i don't know if this is a warranted pissed off moment but seriously, the one person i don't like, my sister goes off and makes excited plans to hang out with. I really don't like my brother's gf. there's just something about her. I know, call me a crazy bitch but i just cannot stand her and everyone knows it but really? wtf seam. wtf! |
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| you know what's relaxing? cleaning tires and rims. all this dirt and grime that comes off even though it looks clean. don't hate me. i started reading twilight... now halfway into the second book. i'm still judging. |
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| I've been trying this new thing where I drive at or about 5 miles above speed limit. There's a calming sense to it. I'm not worried about the guy in front of leaving leaving too much space ahead of him or not going faster than 85 mph in the fast lane. You'll find me in the slow lane; just cruising. I'm saving money and getting some extra miles from my tank. I get to the destination at about the same time. An extra five minutes has hurt anything for me yet. I'm thinking that my anxiety attack stemmed from too much stress. Everything else is cool in my life but that day and the day after was not good. GOLDEN SMACKS! |
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| im trying to stay distracted but i feel like i'm freaking out. I feel so anxious and my mind feels like its everywhere all at once. omg wtf |
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| Alright so maybe I'm a little down (=depressed?) but not to the point where i can do anything and im going to slit my wrists depessed... just a little down. i like being asleep but then i don't and i wanna do something and by that point i'l just end up on the couch. try to focus on hw but then get caught up on a food network show... then the rest of the marathon of anthony bourdain or andrew zimmern. i don't want to be social but then again i don't want to be at home on the couch watching another movie. i feel like everyone is always wanting to drink. I don't need to drink to socialize but it seems like everyone around me is doing that i do not want to go out for anything. all i need is a good meal, long conversation, and an open til the sun comes up place. yeah crapp entry |
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